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fullthottle) wrote2019-11-20 04:39 pm
fullthottle) wrote2019-11-20 04:39 pm
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[Written entirely in Japanese:]
Last week, I hope. I’m sick of this place-- I’m tired of not being able to keep people I give half a shit about from dying. I’ve had enough of that at home.
They’re coming for me, but it was worth it if it gave everybody still alive a shot at getting the info they’re going to need. As long as they can get us all back… that’s all I need, even if Wei Ying’s right about this immortality business not always being permanent. If they get us all home--
Dying would be worth it for that alone. I promised I’d do whatever it takes to get back to Yokohama, so… wait for me, Boss. Anesan. Hirotsu-san, Kajii. Everyone.
[... And seemingly added later, in very rushed writing.]
Two days and they haven’t come for me yet, but at this point it’s a matter of time. Whoever finds this- take the other notes and get them where they need to go. If I come back, I’ll just burn them and this won’t even matter-- why the fuck am I bothering to write that, then-- goddamnit. Nevermind. Look, if you can still find them, that probably means you should pass them on. I already burned everything else that was in this book, so don’t bother looking for that.
Last week, I hope. I’m sick of this place-- I’m tired of not being able to keep people I give half a shit about from dying. I’ve had enough of that at home.
They’re coming for me, but it was worth it if it gave everybody still alive a shot at getting the info they’re going to need. As long as they can get us all back… that’s all I need, even if Wei Ying’s right about this immortality business not always being permanent. If they get us all home--
Dying would be worth it for that alone. I promised I’d do whatever it takes to get back to Yokohama, so… wait for me, Boss. Anesan. Hirotsu-san, Kajii. Everyone.
[... And seemingly added later, in very rushed writing.]
Two days and they haven’t come for me yet, but at this point it’s a matter of time. Whoever finds this- take the other notes and get them where they need to go. If I come back, I’ll just burn them and this won’t even matter-- why the fuck am I bothering to write that, then-- goddamnit. Nevermind. Look, if you can still find them, that probably means you should pass them on. I already burned everything else that was in this book, so don’t bother looking for that.